Ibali elithunyelwe kuthi ngumfundi wethu.

Ukuqala, ukuba lubi kangakanani uluntu olundinyusileyo sele lonakele. Kwaye ukuba bathi ngoku ukuba "Siyazenzela" kukuzikhohlisa. Ngamaxesha onke kwaye ngalo lonke ixesha, luluntu olusenza ukuba singubani. Cinga ngayo: uwedwa ekhaya, abanye kwindawo enkulisa, okwesithathu esikolweni, kwesine esitratweni. Andithi? - Ewe, ewe. Kwaye into eyenzekayo nabantu abancinci ngoku iyandoyikisa. Iyothusa kakhulu.

Ngoko nantsi. Ibali lobomi bam okanye indlela endaye ndaba lilesbian ngayo. Nangona hayi, lilizwi elirhabaxa elo. Ukuqala kwam ukuhlala nomfazi, kwakungcono. Bathi kukho uhlobo oluthile lwemfuza ye "gay" - bullshit. Akukho jini. Kuba yonke into isentloko yethu, kulapho ukuba ingqondo yethu kunye nombono wobomi zizalwa ebuntwaneni. Ndiyaphinda: uluntu lusenza into esiyiyo kwaye kungekhona ngenye indlela. Ukuba umntu unentsapho elungileyo, akayi kukhangela enye into, kodwa uya kuxelisa abazali bakhe. Abazali abanothando. Kwaye ukuba unomama omnye okanye uyise, ngoko sele kukho ukuphazamiseka kwengqondo. Akukho mfuneko yakuthi ngoku yonke into ibubudenge kwaye yiyo yonke loo nto-ayiyonto engekhoyo, yinyani.

Kwiminyaka emine, ummelwane wam wandidlwengula. Ewe, wayevalelwe, kodwa kwangelo xesha kanye wacinga ukuba umalume wayengalunganga. Kwi-6, enye i-pedophile izamile ukwenza okufanayo nam, kodwa ndanethamsanqa ngokwaneleyo ukubaleka. Kwaye kwakhona ingcinga: "Umalume ungalunganga." Kwaye njengokuba ndandikhula, le ngcinga yayihlala inam. Kodwa ungalibali ukuba ndizelwe kwaye ndakhula ngexesha lamaSoviet, noluntu lwethu, enkosi kakhulu ngale nto, yandifundisa ukuba intombazana kufuneka ibe nenkwenkwe. Ndiyabulela ngale ndlela ndikhuliswe ngayo, ndinentombi entle, nangona onke amantshontsho entloko. Ewe bekunzima ukuzoyisa kule meko, kodwa andizisoli nganto. 

Ke masiqhubeke. Lonke ulutsha lwam ... ewe, lubuphi ulutsha apho-bonke ubomi bam bendibuthanda amantombazana, kwaye ndathetha nabafana ngokwamagama alinganayo, njengebros. Andikhange ndibacinge ukuba bayinto yenkanuko yam. Ngokuphathelele kwezesondo, khange bandivuyele nangayiphi na indlela kwaye nangoku andisandonwabisi. Uyabuza: "Kodwa uthini ngomntwana, umtshato?" - Ewe, ilula kakhulu - uluntu! Ngamandla, ngokusebenzisa andikwazi. Kwangathi kunokubakho umangaliso. Kodwa nokuba ndihlala nendoda, bendisoloko ndizicingela ndinomfazi. Ewe, okanye ngalo mzuzu-kunye nentombazana.

Enye inqaku - xa ndandineminyaka eyi-9, umama wasweleka kabuhlungu, kwaye utata wandikhulisa. Ufundiswe kangangoko anako. Ngoku uhambile, ubukumkani bamazulu kubo bobabini, umama notata. Kodwa xa umama wayesaphila, abahlali kunye, baqhawula umtshato. Ngamanye amaxesha wayefika, umama wakhe amthanda kakhulu. Kodwa akufika, bahlala beqalekisa, ewe, kaninzi kunokuba ndithanda. Kwaye neengcinga zabantwana: "Intsapho enendoda ayilunganga." Yonke ibonakala ibhangqelana enye, kungabonakala, kunjalo? Ngokuhla, ngokuncinci kunye neeBHAM! Ukuqhuma Ucinga kwaye uziphatha ngendlela eyahlukileyo. Kodwa uluntu, ndiyaphinda, ndenze umsebenzi walo. Kwaye ngoku akukho luntu olunjalo. Icinyiwe nje. Ngoku abantwana bafundiswe ukusuka kubom ukuba i-LGBT ilungile, iyamangalisa, akukho zithintelo. Ubudenge, ubuze! Nabani na olala neli shishini lomntu, kwaye ngubani oneminqweno apho, kodwa UNGAYENZI le nto ebantwini ukuba ithi. Ndingumchasi wobuxoki. Ewe ndihlala nomfazi, kodwa le yeyam ishishini, andibizi mntu ukuba enze njalo. Kwaye andiyifuni le mntwana wam kunye nomnye umntu. Wonke umzali uchasene nayo. Kodwa ngexesha likamabonakude kunye ne-Intanethi, kwathi xibilili ukulawula, sayeka ukufundisa abantwana into. Sikhutshiwe kwizikrini ekufuneka sizinyamezele ngakumbi, ukuba nobubele. Ewe, kunjalo ... lala nabani na oyifunayo, kodwa wena ngokwakho uyisasaze, kwaye ke utyhola umntu. Bangabantu abancinci- baya kubona into entsha kwaye masiphinde. Njani nyani. Apha eMelika, ke, eMelika, sh ... Ewe, esihogweni kunye naye! Sihlala kwilizwe lethu.

Konke oku kuya kwintshabalalo yoluntu. Ukungaphindaphindi. Le kukubuyela umva.

Yiyo ke leyo. Ukuba abantu abancinci kunye namantombazana bayandifunda-cinga, tyhala ingqondo yakho (ndiyazi ukuba unayo), yenza isigqibo xa ukhulile. Ewe, ubuncinci xa uneminyaka engama-30. Nabani na umntu onxulumana naye, usaphupha ngabantwana. Iya kuyiphumeza le ndlela nangayiphi na indlela ... ke kutheni kungenjalo ngokwemvelo? Ukuba awuyithandi, akukaze kube semva kwexesha ukushiya, kuvavanywa kumava ethu. Asigcinwa ehokweni xa sitshata okanye sitshata, okanye sihlala nje nomntu. Andiyithandi into - sayixubusha, senza izigqibo, sathetha, ngenxa yoku sinikwa ulwimi lokuthetha. Kwaye ngoku abantu sele belibele ukuba bathetha njani ... kulula kubo ukuba bathande ifoto, kwaye uhlobo olo, ndiyazisile-uyayithanda. Ewe, okanye nje olo hlobo, ndilapha, ndabona.

Kwaye ngoku, zonke iintlobo zemigangatho apho ... - ububhanxa! Kukho u-HE no-SHE. Ewe kukho ukungafani, andizukuphikisana apha. Kodwa le sele iyimeko yonyango kwaye ayifanelekanga ukuphazamiseka kuyo. Ndiyathetha ukuba intombazana ifana nenkwenkwe, inkwenkwe ifana nentombazana ... KODWA ... amaqabane. Makhe ndikuxelele ukuba oku bekungenjalo ngaphambili. Ewe ndidibene noomakazi abafana noomalume, kodwa oomalume- hayi. Into endiyithethayo kukuba yonke into esehlabathini ixhunyiwe: i-ecology, isondlo, indawo yengqondo ... kwaye abantwana bazalwa bengafanelekanga. Singathetha ngazo zonke ezi ngxaki ixesha elide, kodwa andizukuyenza. Ndiza kuthetha into enye - yonke into isentloko yethu! Ukususela ebuntwaneni. Kwaye akukho GENE. 

Yiyo yonke loo nto ngoku ... Kukho into eyehlileyo kwaye yabhalela le nto. Umntu uya kuqonda, omnye uya kugweba, kodwa umkhiwane. Ndizamile ukuhambisa into ibenye. Cinga ngentloko yakho, hayi uluntu olugulayo oluye lwaphuka kunye neLizwe eliKhulu.

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