Ndifuna ukukuxelela ibali lam kwaye, ndiyathemba ukuba liya kuba luncedo kuwe. Ndingumama wabantwana abathathu, osele ekhulile. Intombi endala ye-30, umncinci kwi-18, unyana we-21. Ndandiba ngumama owonwabileyo kude kube ngenye imini intombi yam endala yandixelela: "Mama, ndiyamthanda umfazi."

Wayekho ngelo xesha i-24 yonyaka. Iingcamango zeza kum xa ndibona umfazi ongaqhelekanga oyindoda ecaleni kwendodakazi yam, kodwa, njengoko kusenzeka njalo, ndaye ndiyitshutshisa le nto kum, ndikholelwa kwikamva elingcono lomntwana. Ke ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndizokwamkela ukhetho kunye nosapho lwendoda yakhe. Besincokola, singabahlobo, ndidibene nenxalenye yentombazana yam ekhuthazayo eyayingabameli babantu be-LGBT - amakhwenkwe kunye namantombazana. Ndandiye kumatheko emxholo kwaye ndide ndaneenkwenkwezi kuthotho lwabo, apho wayedlala khona umama wentombazana yesini. 

Enzulwini yomphefumlo wam bendinethemba lokuba intombi yam izodlala ngokwaneleyo kulento ibenayo inkwenkwe, mna ndinabo abazukulwana, kodwa umfazi wobudoda wayibamba intombi yakhe ngentambo yokufa. Emva koko ndaqala ukufunda kwaye ndifunde kakhulu malunga ne-psychology yobudlelwane be-gay, apho yonke into yakhelwe kwi-codependency kunye nokuxhaphaza omnye komnye. Xa ibhinqa elinobudoda likhohlisa intombi yam kunye nomdlali we-actress (wafumanisa ngokungena kwi-akhawunti "yomfazi" wakhe nokufunda imbalelwano yakhe kunye naye), kwenzeka into emangalisayo kuye. Wehla ubunzima ukuya kuma-38 kg, waqala ukutshaya kakhulu, akazange alale, kwaye wayengcangcazela. Emva koko ndandisoyikisela ubomi bakhe kwaye ndabaxolelanisa ngokwam. I-3 iminyaka idlulile ukususela ngoko. Basekunye. Intombi ineminyaka engama-30, iimeko abahlala kuzo yindlu eqeshisayo eneshawa ekhitshini. Ingqondo yakhe iyandoyikisa, kwaye kuye kwaba nzima ukuba ndinxibelelane naye, kuba utshintsho olukhulu lwemilinganiselo lwenzekile. 

Kunyaka ophelileyo, intombi yam encinci yandixelela ukuba yathandana nentombazana kwaye yayifuna ukuhlala nayo. Ukutsho ukuba ndiphelelwe lithemba kukungathethi ... ndabuza: "Kulungile, ububona njani ubomi bakho kwixesha elizayo?" Landiphendula lathi: “Intsapho nabantwana.” Ndandula ke ndalixelela ukuba “umyeni” walo umele amnyamekele, yaye kule meko ndiyala ukulixhasa ngemali. Ndinike imali yesidlo sasemini kuphela. Ngeli xesha ndagqiba kwelokuba ndingawudlali umdlalo wokunyamezelana yaye andizange ndide ndimazi “umkhwenyana” wam. 

Njengoko bekulindelekile, inqanawa yothando yantlitheka ematyeni obomi bemihla ngemihla. Le "ntsapho" yahlala iinyanga ze-3. Ngoku umncinci wam uthandana nenkwenkwe, nangona kukho ukuphindaphinda ukubuyela kubudlelwane bangaphambili, kodwa lo ngumxholo wenye incoko. 

Xa kusenzeka into engaqondakaliyo nengaqhelekanga kuluntu, sizama ukuhlala ecaleni; kubonakala ngathi le nto ayisoze indichaphazele. Mna, bazali abathandekayo, ndineendaba kuni! - Basebenza nabantwana bethu !!! Kukho amaqela e-LGBT, amaninzi kuwo, athi, phantsi koncedo lwezengqondo, akhuthaze ubufanasini, kwaye ngaphezu koko, abandakanyeke kwi-pimping kwaye akhuthaze abantwana ukuba bashiye iintsapho zabo. Ukuba ufuna ukuqiniseka, chwetheza igama elithi "LGBT" kwi-injini yokukhangela, kwaye uya kubona ukuba uninzi lwala maqela akwidomeyini yoluntu. Phantse kuzo zonke iimeko, ndifakwe kuluhlu olumnyama. Ndandindedwa, ndisilwa kangangoko ndinako kwaye ndiqokelela ulwazi kancinci kancinci ukuze ndiluqonde. “Naniya kuyazi inyaniso, yaye inyaniso iya kunikhulula.” Ndiyakukhuthaza ukuba ube nengqondo kwaye ufunde lo mbandela.