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To begin with, how badly the society that brought me up has deteriorated. And if they say now that “We do ourselves” is self-deception. Always and at all times, it is society that makes us who we are. Think about it: you are alone at home, others in the kindergarten, third in the school, fourth on the street. Say no? - Well, yes. And what is happening with young people now scares me. Very scary.

So that's it. My life story or how I became a lesbian. Although no, a harsh word. How I began to live with a woman is better. They say that there is some kind of "gay" -gen - bullshit. There is no gene. For everything is in our head, it is there that our psyche, the vision of life, is born in childhood. I repeat: society makes us what we are and not otherwise. If a person has a good family, then he will not look for something else, but will imitate his parents. Loving parents. And if he has only one mom or dad, then already a mental disorder. No need to say now that they say nonsense and all the cases - this is not nonsense, it is true.

At four years old, my neighbor raped me. Of course he was imprisoned, but even then the thought crept in my head that uncles were bad. At 6, another pedophile tried to do the same with me, but I was lucky enough to run away. And again the thought: "Uncle is bad." And as I grew up, this thought was always with me. But do not forget that I was born and grew up during Soviet times, and our society, thank you very much for this, educated me so that a girl should be with a boy. Thanks to this upbringing, I have a beautiful daughter, despite all my cockroaches in my head. Yes, it was difficult to overcome myself in this regard, but I do not regret anything. 

So let's continue. All my youth ... yes, what is youth there - all my life I liked girls, and I talked with guys on equal terms, like bros. I did not perceive them as an object of my lust. In terms of sex, they did not excite me in any way and still do not excite me. You ask: “But what about a child, marriage?” - Yes, it’s very simple - society! Through power, through I can’t. May there be a miracle. But even living with a man, I always imagined myself with a woman. Well, or at that moment - with a girl.

Another thing - when I was 9 years old, my mother tragically died, and my father raised me. He raised me as best he could and as best he could. Now he is gone too, may the kingdom of heaven be to both of them, mom and dad. But when my mother was alive, they did not live together, they were divorced. He would come sometimes, my mother loved him very much. But when he came, they always argued, well, more often than I would like. And also childish thoughts: "A family with a man is bad." Everything is intertwined, one would think, right? Drop by drop, crumb by crumb, and BAM! Explosion. You think and behave differently. But society, I repeat, did its job. And now that society is gone. It was simply erased. Now children are instilled from the cradle that LGBT* is good, it is wonderful, there are no barriers. Nonsense, delirium! Who sleeps with whom is everyone's business, and who has what fantasies, too, BUT DO NOT give this to the masses and say that this is how it should be. I am against propaganda. Yes, I live with a woman, but this is my personal business, I do not encourage anyone to do this. And I really do not want this for my child or anyone else's. Every parent is against this. But in the era of television and the Internet, it has become impossible to control, much less teach children anything. We are hammered from the screens that we need to be more tolerant, kinder. Yeah, damn it... sleep with whoever you want, but you yourself are promoting this, and then accuse someone. Young people are like that - they see something new and start repeating it. Like monkeys. In America this, in America that... Screw it! We live in our country.

All this goes to the destruction of humanity. To not multiply. This is a retreat.

So that's it. If young people and girls read me - think, push your brain (I know you have it), make a decision when you grow up. Well, at least by the age of 30. Whoever a person associates with, he still dreams of children. It will achieve this by any means ... so why not naturally? If you don’t like it, it’s never too late to leave; We are not kept in a cage when we get married or get married, or just live with a person. I don't like something - we discussed it, made decisions, talked, for this we are given a language to talk. And now people have forgotten how to talk ... it is easier for them to like a photo, and the type, I made it known - he or she likes it. Well, or just that type, here I am, I saw.

And yet, all kinds of floors there ... - nonsense! There is HE and SHE. Yes, there are exceptions, I will not argue here. But this is already a medical case and it is not worth interfering with it. I mean that a girl looks like a boy, a boy looks like a girl ... BUT ... comrades. Let me tell you that this has not happened before. Yes, I have met aunts similar to uncles, but uncles - no. What I mean is that everything in the world is interconnected: ecology, nutrition, brainspace ... and children are born not as they should. We can talk about all these problems for a long time, but I will not. I will say one thing - everything is in our head! Since childhood. And there is no GENE. 

That's all for now ... Something descended and wrote this to you. Someone will understand, someone will condemn, but fig. I tried to convey one thing. Think with your own head, not a sick society that broke down along with the Great Country.

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