Dear reader, my name is Jake. I'm an ex-gay in my twenties from England. This diary is for those who oppose the idea of changing sexual orientation. Experts have studied sexuality for decades and have concluded that sexuality is variable in many people. Evidence suggests that sexual feelings can change throughout life. The fact that many people change their sexual orientation is a statistically proven fact. I am one of these people.
I no longer feel sexually attracted to men; girls are now much more attractive to me. Once I didn’t think so, but now I think.
Once, falling asleep on lonely nights, I imagined myself in the arms of another man, now I can only imagine myself with a feminine girl.
Some are not happy with this state of affairs. They are so unsure of their sexuality that they cannot accept that there are those who no longer share their feelings. They are more than happy when people turn into homosexuals, but they don’t like when the opposite happens. Sometimes people like me are called hate-raisers, and that’s just because I don’t want to have sex with men anymore!
Would they prefer me to keep quiet about changing my sexuality, live in lies and deny what happened? Yes, it seems! They want to silence me, to deprive me of the right to live the way I choose, and to force me to lead the lifestyle that they consider necessary!
I not only ceased to be gay, but I also feel happier. I myself will manage my life the way I want, and not the way they tell me. I decided to change my sexuality and I did it.
Quoting gay activists:
I'm here!
I'm not queer anymore!
Get used to it!
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